Teke, my sister was cremated inexpensively as well, and some of us were able to have a ceremony that helped us get some closure. We're saving our pennies for something better some day, but in the meantime it really helped. Can you follow Laurie's advice and call around a little? Places that do cremation (like the cremation society of georgia or the national cremation society) may know about resources that we don't. (((hugs))) to get you through this tough time.