I dunno skroom
I know I couldn't quit until I really wanted to - ambivalence always translated in to yes for me....and I couldn't quit until I gave up *everything*.
My problem wasn't my drug of choice - my problem was me wanting to get high, and not face reality - until I faced that, I got nowhere.
If you want to get serious about it, I'd recommend a recovery programme. Here's a whole lot of links
http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...i-recover.html
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