I am at work now and just wanted to pop in, I haven't been able to read all the posts but I am overwelmed by the help... Thanks..
People have told me to cut down.. didn't work, people tell me to just give it up.. funny just the thought of not being able to have a drink gives me anxiety.. right now it is 3:53 Atlantic time and I am getting excited to get to 7pm so I can get some wine go home and have a glass.... why can't I stop this train wreck that seems to be happening.... I thought I would never do this but I went to bed at 3:30am fairly buzzed and at 9:45this morning before going to work.. I grabbed the wine bottle and took a good chug.... god I hate what is happening... I'll check in tonight after my husband goes to bed... thanks everyone .. it is some relief to know I am not alone...
