lionheart,
Ia little more ahead of you, 76 days, but I've been in a real black mood over my job. My job situation is what got me sober really. That's the only good thing that happened, now I deal with the job, only I do it sober.
I have up and down days also. I don't fight the pain my inner struggles bring, I look at it, observe it, and it passes.
Hard times always pass, they're not permanent.