I didnt need an apology from anyone, i wasnt offended at all just 100% certain he didnt use if i thought for a second he did i would of said just that. As i re read my original post MY story had some holes in it, my mind goes faster than i can type!
Ive looked for nar anon meetings and none near me but we do have al anon, asked my father if he would drop me off sometime soon, i dont drive.
Its so hard knowing hes having problems and im powerless. Right now its just on and off relationship issues and im obsessing over it, if she throws him out hes out in the cold, and on and on and on my brain doesnt stop at all, and honestly im very sick of it!!
So, i am going to post more, and im going to go back to counceling and im going to try alanon,
thanks everyone