Hi lionheart
It does pass...and there are days it comes back again..and then it passes again LOL.
I think it's a part of life for many people, recovering or not.
44 days is great, but in the grand scheme of things it's just a blip, LH. You're still healing, mentally and physically.
Don't worry about next week or six months from now. Don't worry about having to deal with everything today. Stay in the day - do what you can or what you need to today...and pick the rest up tomorrow.
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