13 + years and I have days where I feel like I don't know anything so I call up another addict and talk to them and we both laugh at how somehow we try and convince ourselves that one magical day everythig will be perfect and wonderful. When I hang the phone up or leave the meeting I shake my head and chuckle to myself and teh world sems perfect and wonderful for a few minutes...then I start taking that mental trip back into my own head a very strange and confucing place to spend too much time in.
Keep coming back .. Just for this moment the world is exactly as it should be, everyone is right where they are suposed to be, and I am feeling exactly the way I should.