Cessy 68 - I have been saying to myself several times a day since I read your reply ' I love myself more than I love him ' yeah it sounded bit weird at first, and I'm getting the hang of it now - thanks !!!
The fake part made me laugh !!!
Teke - I find stopping myself thinking about him hard to master, as I dream about him and also wake up thinking about him most days, but will work on that one.
I try my damn hardest to stay strong & leave him to it, and up to now I have.
Haven't been to any Alanon or Naranon meetings, don't know of any such places.
Thanks for your reply.
Freefalling - Yep cried rivers, and still am at times.
Haven't had any contact for 6mths up to now, and I don't feel it's any easier really.
Thanks for your reply.