Originally Posted by
Dean62 
There is nothing wrong with you. My mom died of cancer, someone I love with all my heart and I was actually the strong one.....go figure. Later the emotions hit sometimes at the oddest times. Maybe your just going to be one of the strong ones while she is here?
I hope so Dean and thank you - I'm sorry for your loss, when did it happen?
I don't know what to make of myself anymore, but I hear you. Why question a mood, although not happy, isn't sad? It just is.