Wow,
I am almost speechless. My heart aches for you as well. I am going thru the sad journey of moving forward alone, again. I don't want to go, I want to be sad, cry and have someone carry me a lil'. The thing that makes it most difficult is they usally can' t see themselves with the love, and hope, that we see them in. They tend to feel unworthy hence perpetuating the challenges of addiction, huh? I t really is nauseating...