fourth month in
Finally, I found sobriety. Mostly due to being at the bottom of the bottom. I am just looking for some support. I had gone to AA a few years back but I really was not comfortable there, no offense to those of you who are working the steps. I know that it takes all the support you can get. I am finally feeling like my old self. I forgot who I was, actually that person was not that bad. The only real problem I seem to be facing is I have some new friends who want me to go out with them. They talk about going to the bar and I know I do not (will not) want to go but I really do not want to share my situation with them. It is just so personal. I also would like to start dating but after a real bad divorce 4 years back that accentuated my drinking I do not know where to start, Plus I am scared. Well 4 months in that is where I am.