Originally Posted by
coffeedrinker 
I welcome you as well.
You are asking all the right questions. Thing is this is no quick journey. What I have found along the way was that the "why" didn't matter as much as the "what i do"
I am glad you did those above things.
Thank you!
I had to jump on this one- yes, "what I do" is a huge issue. I don't know what to do or get so scared sometimes, I'm paralyzed.
I'm writing this down and sticking it on the wall: what i do.