Well, I have been doing ok today...not using any opiates. I feel sore, but tolerable.(I have been tapering myself down over the last 2 months) and today would be day 2 of not taking anything!!! But, someone came over to my home during my lunch hour that owed me some $ from way back when...and wanted to pay me off in Perks. I still have not taken anything, I just left the house without saying anything and came back to work...hoping that they will just leave and I dont have to deal with this right now. It is so damn hard to stop, my hips and back are hurting and I am thinking "maybe just one". But, I know it won't just be one...it will lead back to square one all over again!!! I know that I am going to have to face the facts, I am going to have to admit to everyone that I am an addict...and if they dont support me stopping that I cant be around them. If anyone has any words of wisdom for me...please help!!!
