TC my friend, I am so worried that you are going to keep going through these issues until something changes for you. I don't mean moving again and I don't mean anything with BF, I mean with you. Maybe your higher power is telling you to stop running from these issues and find a tangible way to manage them.
I'm going a lesson myself...
I can't for the life of me figure out why I just keep ending up exposed to completely egocentric/narssisistic/attention seeking waste of space people after taking such a stand and leaving my XABF who was one, and yet here I am having moved a second time and I am confronted with a new roommate who has been nothing but a problem for me. I extended a welcoming demeanor to him and I have been manipulated by him ever since. After struggling and feeling miserable, I finally came to my senses and realised that I was buying right into his BS just as I had bought into the BS of those before him.
I started to wonder if my higher power wasn't bringing this person in my life to get me to change myself. I think I will always run into this kind of person in life even if it's for a brief time. I can't just keep packing it all in and moving away. I can't uproot my life over and over to avoid them...they're everywhere! So I've got to learn how to deal with this without it costing me, without it defeating me, and without it stunting my personal growth.
I am refusing to move. I am refusing to be the one to step down and suffer. I wish you nothing but love and happiness. We can take this stand together and learn how to cope in this world without being torn down by it.
What do you say? Up for the challenge?
Alice