Originally Posted by
dedubya 
Anyway just sharing, and bored.
Dub
Hey Dub,
Bored - big vulnerability for me - am fine when things are busy, but when things simmer/quiet down, the thought of a drink stirring things up (no pun) sometimes seems like a good idea.
Guess I need to get myself busy on those down times...u too? Maybe? It's not for me to judge.
What didn't you like about drinking when you started? The taste? The affect? It's doing something (ie, numbing out) which is why we do/did it.
I loved when it did that for me too, until it stopped doing that and did other, very awful things, in time.
All the best,
Hb