I felt so much like touching the drink, I'm 32 days sober and PROUD OF IT, but I will not stoop that low again to ruin my health to drink, I am just not that person anymore.
It's just the men in my life *Grandfather, former stepfather, etc* have always expected me to be more like a man when being autistic I have a developmental disorder and I am slow... and I'm so scared whenever anyone brings up to me about how I do not pull my weight around the house WHEN I'VE BEEN DOING MORE JOBS THAN I EVER DID ... in this family of mine I JUST CAN'T WIN NO MATTER WHAT I DO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I CAN'T STAND MY GRANDFATHER!!!!!!!