Hi Neo,
Many times over the years I have read P449 of the Big Book
"Until I could
accept my alcoholism, I could not stay sober"
Finally I understand that. I am an alcoholic and a compulsive overeater and far from being shying away from that I am embracing it.
I can never drink again.
I can never eat those foods again.
Far from being a concern to me, it is actually a bloody relief!!!!!
At your age you have learned so much. I would add that you are a fortunate alcoholic
Great post.