Congratulations on 11 days (and to you too Insideout). The beginning is tough at times. You were right on remembering why you chose to quit. Its very important that we don't embellish the past, but its something, we as humans and addicts, do very easily.
We are in the process of trying to get a new house. There is a property in particular that we put an offer on. It has beautiful mountain views from the back deck and I at first thought how sweet to sit out here with a glass of wine. Silly and shocking at the same time! I then almost 5 seconds later thought how nice my morning and evening coffee would be sitting out there.
It can be sneaky, but with time you will recognize it and stomp on it as soon as it pops out. I cannot go back to that place. I will not go back to that place in my life. The road is moving me forward. Hope you will remain going forward too.
