If you can dry out for about a month, hang out with sober people and do things you really like. If you don't have any find some. Try a bunch of different avenues, aa, smart, rational recovery etc. and figure out what works for you. In month 5 I've found useful tools in all three mentioned "recovery" methods. Make a plan and work it. Educate yourself on addiction in general (to me hbo has the mos balanced website, followed by nida). It will change as you develope a new lifestyle and
don't beat yourself up if you slip. Use this site; login in daily here try to learn something new and contribute if you think you have something meaningful to day or just need to vent. Some here will relate to you. Just my 2 cents; a suggestion on what might work.