Hi Daphne,
I think if you didn't have a problem with your liver you wouldn't give a second thought to your drinking.
But you do have a problem with your liver and you shouldn't drink.
If we roll your tape forward and you are hospitalised with irreversible liver damage because you have continued to drink, you will be just like us alcoholics, losing something precious due to drinking we can't stop, regardless of the fact that everything else in your life is rosy.
As to our pronouncements of happiness when being sober, we do that to remind ourselves how much better it feels than being drunk and day by day that reinforces our recovery. Take care.
