Lionheart,
It does take time for the sleep patterns to become more normal. I hope you can get some rest. Good luck with your search for a sponsor.
Augustwest,
I think one of the most important parts of recovery is knowing that we are not alone in this journey.
Thirtybubba,
You are recognizing the addict voice in your mind and that is a huge step in overcoming addiction. Hear the voice, recognize it, and let it go.