Still hanging in there... trying to stay on top of the hard stuff, like remembering to stay in a good state of mind--eat regular, and try to be peaceful (sleep regular would be nice but unrealistic so far).
Earlier today it occurred to me that I might not be done (just a random thought that turned squatter)--and the first speaker at the meeting tonight was telling everybody that if you're not done, go out and drink some more... Not helpful. The next one commented on that though, said she might could drink more, but all she's gained, she doesn't wanna give it up. Ugh. It's a battlefield in my mind...
I really don't wanna live like I was. But my body and my mind are playing tricks on me... and they're dang good ones too.
Take care y'all,
TB