Hi Katie, i really do feel for you hon. I've had those days that were just too hard to handle and staying in bed sounded so good. You must seperate the two problems and try and find a solution for the business to stay afloat. I live in upstate NY and that is happening all over here so your not alone. As far as your on goes~~stick to your guns. My son is finally finding his way ( hopefully)) cause we have cut him off of all money. He had a problem with his gf and left that house. Even though he wasn'r doing drugs at the time we still wouldn't let him move back here. He's living with a friend that doesn't smoke or drink and things are getting alot more healthier on his end. He looks great and hopefully will be setting up his business early in the spring again.....but this has all evolved cause we have given his life to him to handle.....stay strong and think about your life....big hugs mom, Bonnie