Happy 24 hours!
It gets much easier with time. That realization of not being supported as you were... or as you expected... hurts, but its the key to move on. Its way more difficult to kill a fantasy. That is slavery. Now you are facing the other side, a side full of promise, peace and great moments with your kids, growing as a human, wiser and more discerning in regards to where love is present and where it isn't. And won't be.
Welcome to the side where Sanity lives!! one breathe at a time.