For those of you that have been following my story, and even those have not. I am clean off of opiates now for 7 days. One week!
I was scared to death of going to a NA meeting and didnt want to at all. I was shaking in my boots. BUT, when I walked in I had this complete at peace feeling. I found the room that I was to be in and sat down by a lady that introduced her self, she said welcome, and held my hand, the whole meeting.. Now I am not the person to let people just hold my hand, but I felt oddly at peace and even shed a few tears at the warmth I felt in my heart. I felt warm and fuzzy, the good way, not the doped up opiate way.
It was so so worth it, I will go back thursday, and now I cant wait to go again.
