IT sounds like you have a big head's-up on recovery through your experience in OA. The AA group will be so very glad to have you I'm sure.
I've noticed in the last year how abnormally I eat sometimes. Like why do I have to get stuffed everytime I eat something good? Is it going to be my last meal or what? Are they going to quit making this particular food?
Also when I get bored. Well, when I get off track and start beating myself up really, and say things like "Well, I've wasted the day already, I may as well just relax and start over tomorrow.." Then I'll sit around and watch movies and "stuff that spiritual void" with brownies, ice cram, popcorn, you name it...Then I feel even worse...lol....The insanity of it all..
Thanks for Sharing Intention! Glad to have you here.