Anne and Teke... thank you.
I honestly thought that maybe it was embarrassement and being disappointed in himself. He very often was nasty to me claiming I had that disappointed tone of voice when in fact I think it was him being disappointed in himself. I am disappointed well of course but I have never said that to him. I am very sad that this is the life he is choosing when he could be so so much more. He was home last night didn't really look at me which makes me question and left this morning without a any words. Not sure whats going on but in my opinion nothing has really changed he seems to be living the same life as before the rehab and all the things he said he was going to do I don't see being done. But like you say it's his journey and he doesn't seem to want to let me in anyway. I just hope and pray that someday he will find his way before it's too late and he wastes any more of his life like this.