Originally Posted by
AlonebutHopeful 
I see people who have smilies and signatures and avatars and think, how or WHY do they have the will to do such "cutsie" things. How can they be so bursting full of energy to do all THAT? It really sounds crazy to me as I sit in absolute lethargy and depression. But, I hope it is true. I hope to one day join the cutsie crowd myself.
I can relate to you 100%. Things like this... :rotfxko
never seemed to fit a sane mentality, but this was coming from my insane point of view. Life sucked and so did I...quite few drinks down.
I hope you feel better, at the beginning I had quite a bit of lethargy and depression days, but not a whole lot since. I dragged my butt to the gym everyday despite feeling like crawling under a rock with a bottle. It seems to be working because I can't remember feeling this alive and happy since my childhood.
Keep your head up soldier!