I ALWAYS drank at home.
And I was doing pretty well keeping it all together at 28, too.
I think you sound like a lot of us... but very very few of us were smart enough to stop drinking while they were still quasi-in-control.
Being in control is an illusion. It will start falling apart sooner or later.
You will certainly gain my respect if you're smart enough to quit it now.
-Goat