dear trans-
stay clear of him.
stop trying to communicate with him as if he is a caring, rational person.
he took everything that was decent and made a mockery of it.
your reaction is healthy. trust your intuition.
get away from him now, unless you want more of the same.
what kind of man lies, cheats, apologizes and then does the same thing again?
you know the answer.
he's not good for you. stay away from him, unless you want to have a nervous breakdown.
stop trying to talk to him about your feelings. say nothing to him about your life. he doesn't care. you know that. i know that. his actions prove that.
don't let him live in your house. don't let him help you in any way. don't shop where he works.
if you continue to interact with him, he will hurt you some more.
get clear of that bloke. he's a liar, a drunk, and an adulterer. you are none of those things. you seem like a decent person in the web of this spider.
get out of his web.