I already took the Christmas tree down. I couldn't wait to take it down. I got it because I wanted him to have a nice, festive Christmas since he's had so many bad ones. He never saw the tree because he started drinking again and I wouldn't let him come over. I'm dragging the tree carcass out to the dumpster and heading over to be with my family. Pumpkin pie and happy holiday smiles are waiting for me.
It's now day 10 of no contact and I think I can stop counting the days now. I think I've touched toes to the ocean floor and I'm walking out of the water.
Merry Christmas everyone. May your Christmas be filled with laughter, strength, and confidence that you're on your way to a healthier and far happier life.
Hugs for everyone!!!