Welcome to a great recovery site! Best one on the net!
I too used to drink wine in the morning. I drank it to stop the shakes. I knew I was in a bad way but it took me a while to admit it and took longer to stop drinking. Two years later and I'm starting again. I was doing so well and then gave in to my feelings and drank. Got back on the wagon and stayed for a while, then slipped again. I'm more determined than ever to make it this time cause I'm afraid of what will happen if I drink again.
You can quit drinking for good. It's not easy but it's simple: just for today, don't drink. I'm glad you found us and joined the family!