Thank you everyone I have offiicicaly made it 5 minutes!
Seriously, I am going to take this hour by hour today, I decided. I am going to just kick everything too. I am going to take the klonapin I take as prescribed that help with anxiety but thats it.
I should be somewhat clear headed by Christmas for my daughter.
All I have to do today is take my daughter to school. I usually really start craving at 11:30 thats an hour and a half from now, so I have to be careful at that time. I have to do some shopping, I mean just about all of my shopping today.
Ill try.
As I have shared I have been shooting up some pain meds and a little H on and off I guess for about a year now and everytime I blink I see a syringe floating by in my head. I guess those are cravings?
I am stronger than them, I am going to kick their butt.
Thank you all,
Dreams