I thank all that have responded to my post. I am trying to disengage & it is very difficult. I spoke to her dad today & was asked about her whereabouts--I have no idea . That in itself is hard as I imagine all sorts of horrid thoughts. She was always in touch with me so no contact is unusual . I will bake my sons cookies ( a long tradition) on Wednesday.. I will wrap the gifts I have for my family... I will pray as if MY life depends on it to allow me the strength to endure this agony of addiction as well as that He keep his arms wrapped tightly around her & keep her safe. I would give my life if it meant my daughter were to be given the freedom from addiction.