Originally Posted by
Boleo 
Welcome to "ism" of alcohol-ism. It will probably take you some time to figure it out but you will never enjoy the same old thrills again. About the only thing that will give you a sense of purpose now is helping others like yourself recover.
If you don't believe it, try doing some 12th step work and see how it affects your equanimity?
Boleo
I have to disagree with you. It takes time but lifes thrills will come back. The ones father time takes away don't come back, but the ones demon alcohol takes will come back. They are for me anyway.
Fred