Originally Posted by
Slayer Now that I am an active alcoholic I can't seem to find that thing that captures my interest to make me want to pursue it. When I sober up will I eventually get back to the point where I can find things of interest rather than drugs/alcohol?
Welcome to "ism" of alcohol-ism. It will probably take you some time to figure it out but you will never enjoy the same old thrills again. About the only thing that will give you a sense of purpose now is helping others like yourself recover.
If you don't believe it, try doing some 12th step work and see how it affects your equanimity?