Got a good sleep last night and woke up feeling almost human. Trying to not beat myself up over this. I'm on day two and am determined to make it this time. God knows I've had enough 'practice' at getting and staying sober. Still having a lot of anxiety but I see the shrink today and will ask him what else he can prescribe for it. I can't stand this feeling of impending doom.
Again, thank you all for sticking with me thru these bad times. I can't express how much it means to me to know I'm not alone. I've been doing this for two years now. I pray this is my last relapse. I will work to make sure it is.
(((hugs)))