yah i'm excited!
i keep re-reading my original thread, although it has some stuff that is rather personal and "in the moment", i feel it got out alot out feelings.
now i want to focus on the positive. moving forward. get out of the stinkin rut. almost starting over.
my wife is five years younger than me, and i keep getting told that when you hit thirty it get touph, especially married. you start thinkin..........."i'm geting older". shoot, 25, i wish sometimes i could start over. i don't regret much, but htere iss that one pattern that i wish that i............we all know. some more than others.
again, i appreciate all of you, especially cuz we're NOT all from the same culture.
night night,
boy i miss my daughter