I've been napping with my dogs on and off today. Still having horrible anxiety. Appt with my shrink was rescheduled til Wednesday. I just want to get away from all this, from my life, such as it is.
I want to get away from all this. I hate my life and everything in it except my dogs. I hate myself especially. I'm useless. I don't know why I exist, cause I don't do anything worthwhile. It would be so easy to just get drunk and pass out for a while. My life isn't worth anything so i wouldn't be damaging anything worthy.
Last edited by least; 12-07-2009 at 12:01 PM.