Good to see you still hanging in there... I was caught by the thread title... haha yes early sobriety sucks... it sucks so bad... give yourself some time... it was about 4 months before my compulsion to drink went away... hit those meetings talk to your sponsor, post on here... exercise (really good stuff for depression)... I take the OTC anti depressant St. Johns Wort... find that helpful... I know its hard, but try not to be too rough on yourself... It Gets better...
Clayton