I know how you feel. I haven't had a drink since last Thursday now and it's sort of like rediscovering myself, but in a scary way. Learning to live without the thing you've relied on for so long... it's sort of a shock, but also very courageous. I'm keeping my mind set on the promises others have made me: that I'm going to become the author of my life now, and things are bound to change for the better because I'm in the driver's seat... instead of my wine.
Just like every new driver behind the seat of a new car, the feel takes some getting used to.