(((Kind Eyes))),
From one mom to another, girlfriend. Hang in there. Maybe a little focus on YOU would be beneficial right now. Does counseling sound like something you want to do? Or maybe just a little "all about you" trip with husband or girlfriend? You are entitled to enjoy life too, you know, even though your son is CHOOSING to be unhappy. And my guess is he isn't unhappy enough yet to quit, so that might help you unburden yourself from the guilt. Guilt won't cure him anyway, so try to remember that and not put yourself through it. Thinking of you today...