Thanks everyone. I feel so needy today.
I just got back from getting my meds. I am still shaking, like tremors.
I never had that before.
I am going to write my dad back and explain to him that I didnt give up. I still have a plan in place and I still want and need his support and help.
I have to remember that my dad has been there. He knows what it takes to get and stay sober. He has 24 yrs sober. Rehab, sober living and AA got him to where he is today.
So he may know a thing or two.
I need to be more gentle with him and myself.
I just am so afraid he wont approve of something and stop talking to me again.
Tomorrow is another day. This one was tough and draining.
But I made it thx to you guys and my lil cousins. I missed my lil baby girl. She is too funny. LOL
I think I will be ok now.