Hi Everybody,
I just got home from the meeting. It was a big book meeting and afterwards I ended up talking to another woman there and they were closing up the room so we went to the diner and talked all this time. She has not drank in 15 years and said she would be my temporary sponsor. I am going to call her tomorrow and we are going to go to some meetings together.
I am really touched that you all checked in while I was gone, thank you for your care and concern. I am really feeling so hopeful, I have got to do this and heal myself. My temporary sponsor suggested some counseling to get to the root of the problem, which I believe is unresolved grief due to a very painful loss I experienced a couple of years ago.
Thank you again, I am glad to be here.
BA