Doing the right thing sure hurts, doesn't it? I'm very sorry. I'm glad you're here, though. It's a wonderful place to be with people who understand. I find it pretty hard to tell people that I had to kick my 19 y.o. son out...they look at me like I'm some kind of monster or at the very least a cold-hearted b*tch. They really have no idea that my heart is broken and it's the hardest thing a mother could ever do.