I have left AA meetings with the thought of pulling in the liquor store, but never have. I left a lot more of them NOT wanting to pull into the beer store.
I have been sober 8 months now, and I still think about drinking, but the thought doesn't last very long. Most of the time I don't think about it.
I guess I'm just trying to say hang in there. It does ger easier as time goes on.
Fred