tchappy, agreeing with what everyone has posted. I just wanted to add one more thing.
Meth is a very poisonous drug that could effect you if it is being cooked or smoked in your home. It stays in walls and carpets everywhere!!!. It can poison anyone who comes into your home and animals.... Anyone who gets into his car if it has been done in there. It may be causing you panic attacks also. IM NOT KIDDING ABOUT THIS!! And it takes special cleaning crews to clean up a place where meth has been done.
You need to leave NOW!! If you have to leave, do it quietly without his knowing. Pack up and leave when he is not home. He is putting you in legal jeopardy also. You should be afraid.
That fear should be a motivater for you to get the heck out of there.
LEAVE AND DON'T LOOK BACK!!!