Originally Posted by
SeekingPeace01 
Still very solid in my desire to stay sober, but that desire is almost scaring me as much as not drinking! Very interesting paradox.
Yeah, interesting paradox...
... that's what keeps me coming back. I don't recommend the backsliding, of course, but I have come to the equally twisted conclusion that the desire to stay sober is as addicting as the whiskey...
It's just a new thing, that's why it's scary. Sobriety can look scary--well, for me it is--but the benefits offset that fear. Even in my insane life, so you gotta figure those benefits are pretty dang good.
Take care,
TB, sober too