Keep coming back. You're more than welcome here anytime and as someone else said, this just isn't a place for people who are making it, but for those who aren't and are looking for recovery and have that desire to stop using. Like the meetings, the only requirement for membership is a desire to stop using. :ghug3
Just keep coming back. No matter what. Don't use. Stay here and keep your mind busy. Go look up People of Walmart on google. You'll get some laughs at that one! Drink lots of water, gatorade, powerade. Keep yourself warm and keep your mind busy.