I read my previous posts, and an old box of letters and journals. Only took me an entire box of kleenex to figure out that I am in the exact same spot as I have always been.
Time to pull myself up by the bootstraps and march on.
Rehab didn't change anything that wasn't changed in the past by marriage counseling, separation, one of those intense marriage weekends where you go when your marriage is really in trouble - it is all the same song. The letters proved it.
The only difference this time is how long it will last. And there are so many red flags flying you'd think it was a Nebraska football game.